[weenie]

Well the cats out the bag my hubby told my youngest the truth about his Papa and Aunt and he spoke to his big brother and let's just say good job he never told him everything that he has witnessed over the last 28 years.

This morning I asked my son's if they were phoning there Papa to wish him a Happy Birthday and tbh it was no surprise that they both said no and I can't blame my boy's at all as there hurt the way I have been treated and have witnessed all I have done over the years that seem to have been so easily forgotten about. The trouble with that is how will look towards myself as I feel this will only give my sister the ammunition she has been so desperately waiting for.

My Mother in Law said yesterday that they are both just really nasty people and she has witnessed the way they treat me her wording was the two of them have always treated you like a 2nd class citizen and your worth far more than them put together which was nice but still hurts.

I have been sobbing on and off since 7am this morning, I just feel that I have been brushed to the side once again, hubby has said that I should remove my number and name from my Dad's alert system and put his on it which tbh I'm sad to say I'm actually debating doing this but I will give a week to decide as I will not make any rash decisions.