[MalteseFalcon]

I'm just feeling so stressed out right now, I'm the child with the most expectations now. My sister failed most of her A Levels, and now is only doing English Science and Sports. My brother failed most of his GCSE's so is having to go to college. He has to do a work experience week and he wants to do it with me, but there is no way I want him near my work. For a start, his attitude it appalling and also he, for some reason, doesn't like Polish people so he would clash with my manager.

Talking of whom, I am now in the middle of a massive dispute involving her. I don't know what to do for the best, 2 other managers I spoke to said I should speak to her if I will feel better for talking to her about it. Thing is, I don't know if I will feel better but I do feel she ought to know what is being said about her, and the fact that 2 people are going to make a malicious allegation against her with no basis.

Frankly, right now I feel like going sod this and just giving up on life. I wish I was back at school, there as none of this stress back then. Wake up, go to school come home eat sleep and repeat Monday to Friday.