[weenie]

Mark he say's so much if I told you it would make you squirm honestly I have told a few people who I totally trust with what is going on and they are disgusted at him, hubby said he is just a bully always has been and now my Mum is no longer here he just let's rip on me. Unfortunately for me his words hurt and my mood swings are causing my hubby whip lash one minute I'm up and the next I'm down and in tears.

He said 6 things to me today

I should get my dog put down (no way why because I love him)
Why is hubby getting my wedding ring made (don't know ask him)
Why did I need such a big car (hubby picked it so ask him)
Why did we waste our money in sending our son to China (to give him a experience of a life time)
Why do I need to place flowers on my Mum's grave (because I love my Mum and still do)
I lie down to my illness (no I do not)

I have gave my answers on here yet I can't say these to him.


Trust me Mark he constantly brings me down and I have had to stop hubby going over I wish I could get angry but I just get upset. It has got to the stage that when he phones I dread picking up the phone as I know my good day has ended.